It’s sad to face the fact that none of you have tried to reunite us together again. Day and days gone by, soon will be months than years, should I keep on waiting? Or should I sound my self?
As long as I can remember, I always support controversy. I love controversy. I think it’s an important element of development.
I recently had an interesting discussion with a colleague. He told me a story about his recent mount-climbing trip when he learned not to contaminate any water-stream on the mountain because the running beautiful stream of water is the clean water source of anyone living below that height. He was surprised to see three of the local guides kept on contaminating the water with their personal care equipments after they were told about the environmental impact of it. He was upset to see how the locals don’t learn until they experience the result of the events themselves. He judged them with low morals and mentality.
But when I told him about me, he denied me. What is the difference between him and those guys at the jungle at larger context? None of them learn anything until they experience it themselves. They judge with immature mind!
My advice to you guys: learn before you decide your stand point. Observe at your own perspective before the society controls it. See things from global perspective, not “local” perspective. Think outside the box for god sake!!! — don’t judge what is right and what is wrong by what other people want you to say.
I’m not destroying the environment. I fulfilled passion, intimacy and commitment. I was happy. What else is there to expect?
Science doesn’t deny us. Science advises us not to be discriminated.
Why do you listen to Al-Gore’s advice to preserve energy but don’t listen to Rahman & Wilson, Bailey & Zucker, Prof. Dr. Siti Musdah Mulia or others who look at it from different point of view?
You’re all work in development world. You support “helpless” people at no cost. You dedicate yourself, mind and love to contribute to society with one goal; make the world a better place to live.
Why do you ignore me than? Don’t you realise that we are one of the “underdogs”? What is the difference of us to the “single mothers” or “wives of polygamy husband” or “anak haram” or “disabled people” or “Acehnese who don’t want to wear scarf” or “Muslims who practice free-sex” or “Muslim’s who don’t pray” or hell knows what else? We’re also less-fortunate member of society who suffocates for its acceptance. None of us have proper legal rights some have none at all. We only have one right: the right to be judged wrong!
If all Indonesian eat prawns and I don’t, does it make me a bad Indonesian?
I’m sure all of us have done something that is “morally” unacceptable by society BUT have I ever turned you down? Have I ever said that you’re wrong and you should stop? Why all of you are supporting me to go down? Why none of you try to raise me up? You all know me… put yourselves in my shoes and think… what would I do if you’re me? The event itself was painful, but it hurts even more when the world turns against you.
I believe that pain is an important process of development. I promise I will not stop myself from getting hurt until the truth is revealed.
